Here it Goes

dear you,

to some i’m that friend that’s always down for an exciting adventure

to some i’m that friend that they call when they need some words of encouragement

to some i’m that friend that they can trust with their embarrassing secrets

to some i’m that friend that they come to when they need someone to pray for them

to some i’m that friend whose name is a ticket to escape trouble

to some i’m that friend that’s there to push them out of their comfort zone

to some i’m many things

to some i’m a few things

to some i’m one thing

to some i’m nothing

i knew something was wrong with me

but i needed to be sure what it was

if i was going to battle my demons

i needed to be prepared

I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, high functioning anxiety, severe depression and attention deficit disorder (add)

but above all of this i am human

and i want to experience my humanness is all ways possible

so forgive me when i cannot be there for you

forgive me when i choose myself

forgive me if you think i do not care for you enough

forgive me if you think i’m fake

i’m just figuring a way to live with all this

please be kind

please get informed and enlightened

please get checked if you do not feel alright

we all need to take care of ourselves more

that way the world would be a much better place

love always❤️

Sophia x

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